It is the year 1535 A.D. In the Tower of London, one of the prisoners prays with an inexpensive Book of Hours which he was able to take with him when arrested. At the back of this Book of Hours is a Latin Psalter, in which the prisoner has highlighted and annotated passages that hold particular meaning for him. Psalm 22 [21], for example, has a line next to the verses in which the psalmist reminds God of the care and midwifery God extended since before birth. At the beginning of Psalm 84 [83], words are scribbled alongside the psalm verses, expressing a deep longing to be able to attend worship again. The prisoner at prayer is Sir Thomas More, Catholic layman, former Lord Chancellor of England, husband and father, and soon-to-be martyr for his Roman Catholic faith.
This past summer, I held Thomas More’s Book of Hours (which is now at Yale’s Beinecke library[i]) in my hands. Besides my sheer amazement at being able to peruse this book, I also began to wonder — in the face of Thomas More’s deep desire to join others in worship again – about our own longings when it comes to liturgy. I will be the first to admit that “longing for liturgy” is not what motivates me on any given Sunday morning. If anything, I long for a good cup of coffee, and for the mercifully slow beginning to a day. I delight in a long walk to the lake and in the newspaper and novel awaiting me. What would it mean to long for liturgy, to delight in joining others for worship? Sometimes I wonder whether liturgical planning, formation, and preparation do not need to begin right there – in creating desire. There is a saying in my native German tongue: Hunger ist der beste Koch – hunger is the best cook. In other words: what you eat tastes best if you are truly, deeply hungry. What has to happen for us to come to liturgy truly hungry, truly longing? For Thomas More, being a prisoner in the Tower of London clearly made him long in this way. But for us, what will help us shape our Sundays so that we come to worship with longing hearts?
[i] Beinecke Library, Yale University, RSTC 15963, Ms Vault, More, Psalter, folio xvj. In the 1969 facsimile edition, the marginalia are much more readable than they are in the original, see Thomas More’s Prayer Book: A Facsimile Reproduction of The Annotated Pages, ed. Louis L. Martz and Richard S. Sylvester, The Elizabethan Club Series 4 (New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, for the Elizabethan Club), here p. 40.

Please leave a reply.